My life right now

It has been going good and very busy at the moment. Sorry I haven’t been on for a while , my nephew has been keeping me busy and I feel like I’m running around with my head cut off. :/ So recently my sister is doing so great in nursing school and I’m so proud she got int o honors! She is doing so great and I love her so very much ! She is excellent and is a inspiration to other signal mothers out there. As I said i have been working with my nephew . He is such a amazing child  and so smart for his age. I love seeing how much he learns every day, I love seeing how much he plays and laughs each day. 

We usually have movie nights once a week, when I know my sister will be home late . So we were watching a movie and he put his arm around me and held my head close to his chest. He says “I love you aunt Caity.” I smiled and said I loved him too. He is only three years old and has such a warm heart (just like his mother) I can’t believe a little child has melted my heart . Before my nephew was born I NEVER wanted to have any children. I was against it and than he came along. He changed my perspective on children and how much of a joy it would be to have children in the future.

Not many people get that change in their life , but I did, He changed my life and made me realize it is worth having a family.

Thing is I finally found the one guy which I know whom I’m bound to be with for the rest of my life

My boyfriend Marvin we have been together for 2 1/2 years and quite honestly I have never felt this way in my life . He is the most amazing man I have ever dated. He is charming and I remember when I first saw him I was instantly attracted to him. that have never happened to me before in my life. It was like “love at first sight” Well no. If any of you seen the movie Hotel Transylvania ? It is like we Zinged instantly. 

I love this man so much and two days ago he just spilled his heart out to me and I started to cry. Good tears though. I only cried happliy once and that was because my brother was going into rehab. That was 13 years ago and I told him that. My boyfriend said he was sorry for making me cry , but I said “No don’t be I’m just really happy. I feel the same way about you.” I just feel like the most happiest women on the planet right now and it is like I could just shout out to the world that I found the love of my life.


I love him.

Just everything is great right now and I’m rolling on my poetry ebook. It is going , and I’m still being inspired and writing more. It is coming along well, but I will let you know when it will be out and ready to be published. 


Just stop the Selfies : Facebook, Instagram

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I deleted my Facebook about two months ago, Honestly it is the best thing that have ever happened in my life. ha, not really. Well I got sick of the same old shit, I would be scrolling down and I would see, “Like this or else God will vanish you to hell” ( bitch God don’t have a Facebook.) or “My life is horrible, ” Well that sucks, sorry that you’re life is horrible that you have to let everybody know or the wonderful “Selfies”. Now i don’t know what is worse a complaining bitch or the selfies.

Honestly as I think about it , the selfies you want to know why? I’ll tell you a story .Once upon a time on Facebook their was this very attractive women that I was friends with. Again very pretty, nice personality  and a good person to be around. Well  I remember liking a picture and I decided to look through some of her albums. She had albums of her summer, her family, her trips she went on  and than there was that one album the “ME” . Curious, I clicked it.

Well I shouldn’t have because I should have known the album was all about her. Just more than 200 Photos of herself. Not only it was 200 photos of herself they also had song lyrics, and the same exact picture!! I looked through them and thought “Why?”

Apparently from what it seemed I guess she knew she was pretty attractive. I just didn’t understand why the hell she had to have a full album of just herself. It kind of turned me off from communicating with her for some reason. Maybe to full of herself?? Again, great person , but the selfies ruined everything.  I guess maybe she needs self worth because she don’t get it at home. Who knows?

Oh wait here’s another one Instagram.

Now I don’t mind posting selfies once in a while , but when it is like every damn day than I might just ignore the post. Again, there is this one women I’m following and she posts selfies everyday. She is very very pretty and nice, but again the selfies. WHY?!? What bothers me the most is she is a mother. Yes a mother and yet she posts selfies all day long and everyday. Don’t you take care of your children?!

“I’m going to the gym,” *click*

” I’m eating this nice lunch.” *click*

“I’m taking a huge shit” *click*

“I’m vomiting my brains out” *click*

what happens if there is a serial killer chasing after them?

“OMG I”M BEING CHASED BY A SERIAL KILLER!!” *click* Have the serial killer do a pose of killing position hahahaha.

I don’t know if it is boredom or what. These type of  people like this drive me crazy. i hope I’m not the only one that thinks this ,but please enlighten me if you feel this way too. You can be so kind to add on if you like . Comment below.